nDuTe'S SiTe...

I would like to say thanks to. .
Allah S.W.T yang uda ngasi gw kesempatan buat belajar d 8 slama 3 taun. .
Buat ortu gw. . Yg uda maksa gw masuk 8 dan uda ngebiayain gw slama 3 taun d 8. .
Buat anhar yg wkt it ngebantuin gw. .
Buat arum yg dlu wkt kelas 1 mau nyisain tempat duduk bwt gw. .
Buat cindy,ica,iroh yg uda ngasi gw contekan kimia,fisika,biologi,mat. .
Buat vika yg mau tkrn tmpt duduk ma gw. .
Buat hae yg setia pulang brg gw. .
Buat ivy yg jd sahabat gw buat ujan2n. .
Buat arif yg jd partner gw pas ulum. .
Buat anak2 Bcl yg laen. . Thanks bgt yah. . Brkat kalian niat masuk ipa gw jd pgn masuk ips hahahahaha. .
Trus. .
Buat anne,bessa,rena,resty,shanti,ria yg mau jd sobat gw. .
Buat iman dan iqbal yg slalu jd tmpt curhat gw. .
Buat kus yg slalu jd korban gw. .
Buat frank, dimas, dna yg uda jd sobat gw pas uan. .
Buat diah ma ica. . Makasih ya brkat kalian nilai gw bgs2 hehehe. .
Buat tine mksh ya jasany sbg tkg pulsa. . Sukses bkn gw jd pelanggan setia lu. .
Buat arif,rendy,aji. . Kapan kta ntn lg? ?
Buat friza yg uda sukses bkn gw ngamuk d kelas. .
Buat jahe yg uda nemenin gw lari keliling sabuga. .
Buat gilang. . Yg uda bkn kita jd partner ulangan. .
Buat ount. . Yg bkn gw makin kurcaci kalo dkt2 ma lu. .
Buat nfl. . Yg pnah jd co gw 14 bulan. . Mksh ya. . Gw dpt byk bgt pengalaman,masalah,kesedihan,senengny pny pcr. . Mksh bgt lah. .
Dan smua anak2 kelas ips3 yg ga bs gw sbtin smuany. . Thanks guys!
Buat guru2 sma 8 bdg yg mau ngedidik kita. . We luv u. .
Buat teteh2 gw yg sering bgt ngetawain gw gara2 ketololan gw. .
Buat gege yg setia dgrn gw nangis set jam d telepon. .
Thanks 2 all of u. .
Gw ga akan gni kalo kalian ga ada. .

Sebagai anak sma yg bru lulus. .
Dan ga tau apa2 tentang dunia luar. .
Sy lg dilema. .
Milih akuntansi univ.widyatama? Ato administrasi negara unpad?
Keduany uda d terima. .
Tapi bingun pilih mana? ?
Somebody help me please. .

Huwaaa. . .
Setelah gw d nyatakan LULUS dr SMA. .
It's mean. .
Gw uda ga harus bolak balik k sekolah tiap hari sebagai siswi. .
Tapi gw juga ga ke kampus. .
Karna gw blum jadi mahasiswi. .
Haaah. .
Akhirny. .
Hidup gw slama hampir 2 bulan ini. .
Ga jelas. .
Gw jadi pengangguran terselubung. .
Dan ini bakalan berlangsung smp ntar AGUSTUS!
Oh god!
Lumutan lah gw!

Huwaaa! !
Akhirny! !
Setelah smaleman gw insomia karna ada gosip2 tentang kelulusan. .
Hari ini bisa bernafas lega! !
Tepatny jam 15.00 wib. .
Pa pos yg baik mengantarkan amplop it. .
Amplop ajaib yg bsa mengubah nasib seseorang!(lebaaaiiiiii)
haaah. .
Gw LULUS! !
Huh! !
Setelah gw tunggu tuh pa pos dr jam set 7 pagi. . . .
Dan walaupun br dtg jam 3 sore. .
Gw tetep cinta pa pos. .
Makasiii paaaaa. . .

Fiuh. .
Dunia pendidikan skrg mkn byk beban baik untuk pembuat kebijakan, pendidik,yg dididik, dan yg membiayai pendidikan. .
Bagi pembuat kebijakan.
Mereka harus berfikir ekstra bagaimana cara memajukan kualitas pendidikan di negara kita.
Bagi pendidik. .
Skrg mereka harus ekstra sabar menghadapi tingkah laku anak2 yg mulai diluar batas knakalan. .
Bagi yg dididik. .
Sudah jelas! Makin byk beban karena UN,bykny materi2 pelajaran dan blum lg saingan2 yg tdk jujur(baca: kkn) untuk meneruskan k jenjang selanjutny. .
Dan untuk yg membiayai. .
Jelas sekali! Mereka harus membanting tulang membiayai sekolah, uang buku lah, uang sekolah lah, uang bangunan lah, uang jajan lah, uang ongkoslah, uang les lah. . Dan masi byk jenis uang yg lain.
Hah. .
Sungguh amat disayangkan. .
Pendidikan yg seharusnya menjadi saluran untuk melakukan mobilitas vertikal ke atas. . Sekarang malah menjadi beban bagi kalangan it sendiri. .

perhatiin ga? sekarang2 bulan pas male2 lagi bagus2ny?(loh apa hubungannya?!)
hahahah...
menanggapi beberapa kebijakan pemeritah yang diambil saat ini...
saya sebagai rakyat biasa cukup menyayangkan kebijakan tsb.
bukan mau so' tau...
tapi menurut saiia...
kebijakan yang membatasi pembelian bensin untuk mobil hanya 75ribu saja...
itu sangat tidak efektif..
dan menurut saiia ga ada pengaruhnya...
soalnya bisa aja kan saat tangki mobil kita lg kosong dan misalnya harus diisi 100rb..
tinggal blg aja ma mas nya...
"mas 75 rbu trus sekali lg 25rbu ya!"
see....
ga ngaruh.....
walaupun maksudnya baik...
untuk menghemat BBM tapi caranya mungkin bukan kaya gtu...
terus juga tentang kenaikan bbm...
mungkin hal ini disebabkan anggaran negara yang defisit...
mungkin untk menutupi hal itu pemerintah mengurangi jatah subsidi bbm..(mungkin...)
tapi kan itu malah bikin org2 "biasa" jadi ga ribet juga...
secara kalo bbm naek semua juga ikut2n naek...
tapi kadang2 ga diikuti sama naeknya gaji ato naeknya semangat kerja dan berusaha..
jadi aja banyak kriminalitas...
huh!!
ntar ak jd ga bole pulang malem...
ntar jadi ga bole kbykn maen..
hadu...haduuu

Bukanny mau so'dewasa. Karna memang ak blm ckp dewasa. .
Tp ak cm mw nls pendapat ak. .
Tentang pacaran. .
Menurut ak pribadi. .Janganlah mencoba pacaran dulu. .
Sebelum merasa siap untuk berbagi, siap untuk mengalah, siap untuk menyayangi, dan yang plg penting siap untuk sakit hati. .
Dan buat yg masi pada pengen nikmatin kebebasan. .
Nikmatin dlu. .
Soalny waktu ga akan balik lagi. .
Walaupun mungkin hanya buat lucu2an ato ngikutin trand(emg pcrn uda jd trand?!) anak muda. .
Ak sarankan untuk bersiap dri. .
Karna. .
Ga ada yg tau apa yg nanti bakalan terjadi. .

Hmmm. . .
Sbnrny pede tuh harus. .
Tapi ga bole over. .
Soalny ga baik. .
Dan kadang2 mengecewakan. .
Contohny waktu semi final thomas cup. .
Uda pada pede aje mw nglawan cina d final. .
Eeee. .
Kalah ma korea. .
Tapi pesimis jg ga bole. .
Kesanny ga pny harepan gt. .
Nah. .
It lah krisis dlm hdp saia kali ini. .
Over pede!
Dan terkadang over pesimis!
Hah!
Dilema anak muda! !
Gmn crny ngilangin 2 sifat it ya? ?
Confusing!

Hhu. .
Stlah menjalani 14 bulan kurang 2 hr sm pcr saiia. .
Akhirny. .
Hr minggu kmren kta putus!
Huh! !
Bingung. . .
Mesti lega. .
Ato sedih. .
Apa putus bkn smua lbi baik? ?
Saiia masi ga bisa ngerti. .
Saiia cb jalanin hr ini biasa ajj. .
Sebiasa mungkin. .
Senormal mungkin. .
Tp ga tau knp. .
Ada yg beda. .
Jadi asa flat. .
Jadi ky dlu. .
Jadi anak sma super biasa. .
Pg2 pegi sklh. .
Pulang. .
Tidur siang. .
Makan. .
Solat. .
Mandi. .
Ntn. .
Tidur. .
Dan. .
Gt terus. .
Hha. .
Skrg jd byk ngelamun. .
Knp ya? ?
Aneh. .
Mungkin. .
Ini blog terakhir buat tags 'him'. .
Soalny. .
Uda ga akan ada crta dia lg. .
Uda ga akan ada lagu buat dia. .
Uda ga akan ada curhatan saiia lg. .
Hhuuuu. . .
Tuhan. .
Maafkan dri ini. .
Yg tak pnah bsa. .
Menjauh. .
Dr angan tentangny. .*terlalu cinta by rossa
hr ini berat!
Hr ini aneh!
Hr ini kosong!
Hr ini datar!
Hr ini bkn pusing!
Mungkin org2 gmpg aj ngomong. .
Cari aja yg laen!
Huh. .
Kalo aja segampang it. .

officially missing you

Hmm...

Ooh...ooh...





All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop

Oh baby, tell me why�d you have to go

�Cause this pain I feel it won�t go away

And today I�m officially missin� you





I thought that from this heartache, I could escape

But I�ve fronted long enough to know

There ain�t no way

And today I�m officially missing you





Ooh...can�t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I�m officially...





All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don�t even know you at all, I don�t know you at

all





Well, I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it�s safe to say, baby, safe to say

that I-I�m officially missin� you





Ooh...can�t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I�m officially





Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby

But I see there�s something I just can�t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can�t find a way to let go of you





Ooh...can�t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I�m officially...





It�s official

Hoo, you know that I�m missin� you, yeah, yes

All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah

And I-I�m officially missin� you


emotions

It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
Instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

stand up for love

Beyonce`

There are times I find it hard to sleep at night
We are living through such troubled times
And every child that reaches out for someone to hold
For one moment they become my own

And how can I pretend that I don't know what's going on?
When every second, and every minute another soul is gone?
And I believe that in my life I will see(oh yea) an end to hopelessness, of giving up, of suffering

CHORUS (first time)

If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life
Stand up for love

KELLY

I'm inspired and hopeful each and everyday
That's how I know that things are gonna change
So how can I pretend that I don't know what's going on?
When every second, with every minute another soul is gone
And I believe that in my life I will see(I will see yeah)
An end to hopelessness(Hopelessness), of giving up(Giving Up), of suffering
(Suffering yah, yah)

CHORUS

If we all stand together this one time(Time)
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life
Stand up for love

MICHELLE

And it all starts right here
And it starts right now
One person stands up and the rest will follow
For all the forgotten, for all the unloved
I'm gonna sing this song
And I believe that in my life I will see (yes, yes) an end to hopelessness, of giving up, of suffering

CHORUS

If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life
Stand up and sing yah
Stand up for love (for love, for love)

How do i live

How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life.

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live?.

Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I would be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live?...

Please tell me baby..

How do I go on?
If you ever leave
Well baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know your everything good in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live

How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.......
How do I live....

you'll be in my heart
[Talking]
I gotcha
I'll be right here
You listen

[Singing]
Come stop your crying
It will be alright
Just take my hand
Hold it tight, now
I will protect you from, all around you
I will be here DONT you cry

For one so small
You seem so strong, now
My arms will hold you
Keep you safe and warm, This
bond between us
Can't be broken
So im gonna be here dont you cry
Cuz

[Chorus]
You'll be in my heart,
You'll be in my heart,
From this day on,
Now and forever more,
(for more.. na na na na..
ha ha.. come on.. yea)

WHY cant they understand the way we feel,
THEY just don't trust what they cant explain,
I know we're different,
But deep inside us,
We're not that different AT ALL,

[Chorus]
(You'll) You'll be in my heart,
See you'll be in my heart,
(From this day) From this day on,
(Ohh) Now and forever more (FOREVER MORE)
From this day on forever more, YOU'LL BE

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be, you'll be right here in my heart (Always)
Always (Always, Always, Always)

Dont listen to them
Cuz what do they know?
We need each other
To have, to hold
They'll see in time
I KNOW
WE'LL SHOW THEM TOGETHER

(YOU'LL BEEEEE)
You'll be (IN MY HEART) in my heart
(I'll always be there)
You'll be in my heart
(You know that) From this day on
Now and forever more

(You'll) You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say (No matter, no matter what they say oooh)
You'll be right here in my heart (No matter oh no matter)(always)
Always (Always, always)

Just look over your shoulder
(Euh listen, no matter what they say no no.. look over your shoulder yeah)
Just look over your shoulder
(I'll be right here, I gotcha) (I'll always be there)
Just look over your shoulder
(I'll be right there)
I'll always be there (Now that i gotch ya)
(No matter what they say)
Just look over your shoulder (No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no)
(No matter what, no matter what, no)

[Fading]

Just look over your shoulder
(No matter what they say no no hey yey yey hey HA)
Just look over your schoulder

through the rain

Ho...ho...
Yeah...
Ho...ho...oh...ooh...ooh...


When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you�re distraught and in pain
Without anyone


We keep prayin� to saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can�t


Find your way home
You can get there alone
It�s okay
What you say


I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I�m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain


Hoo...hoo...doo doo doo
Ooh...hoo...mmm...hmm...


And if you keep falling down
Don�t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on


Step fastly
And you�ll find what you need
To prepare
What you say


I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I�m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain


And when the wind moves
And shadows grow close
Don�t be afraid
There�s nothing you can�t face


And sure they tell you
You�ll never pull through
Don�t hesitate
Stay calm and sane


I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I�m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith

that's the way it is

I can read your mind
And I know your story
I see what you're going through, yeah
It's an uphill climb
And I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you, yeah


Don't surrender
'cause you can win
In this thing called love


When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is


When you question me
For a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see
If you stick together
You're gonna find the way, yeah


So don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love


When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is
That's the way it is


When life is empty
With no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby don't worry
Forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all... all


When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it


(And that's the way it is
When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your hearts left to doubt)


Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is
That's the way it is
That's the way it is
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain


I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I live one more day
And I�ll make it through the rain


Ooh, yes, you can
Mmm...hmm...
You can make it through the rain


umbrella

[Jay-Z]
Ahuh Ahuh

Ahuh Ahuh (Rihanna Good girl gone bad)
Ahuh Ahuh (Take three... Action)
Ahuh Ahuh

No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane in the bank (Rihanna: eh eh eh)
Coming down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone, we Rocafella (Rihanna: eh eh eh)
She fly higher than weather
And G5’s are better, You know me,
an anticipation, for precipitation. Stacked chips for the rainy day
Jay, Rain Man is back with little Ms. Sunshine (Rihanna: eh eh eh)
Rihanna where you at?

[Rihanna]
You had my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come into me
(There's no distance in between our love)
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

It's raining (raining)
Ooh baby it's raining (raining)
Baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining (raining)
Oh baby it's raining (raining)
You can always come into me
come into me

hate that i luv u

(Rihanna:)
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I cant stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

(Neyo:)
But you wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
can't remember what you did

(Rihanna:)
But I hate it
You know exactly what to do
so that I cant stay mad at you
for too long thats wrong

(Neyo:)
But I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
so that I dont want to fuss.. and fight no more
said that I despise that i adore you

(Rihanna:)
And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah...)
I cant stand how much I need you (I need you...)
and I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa..)
but I just cant let you go
and I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

(Neyo:)
And you completely know the power that you have
the only one that makes me laugh

(Rihanna:)
Said its not fair
how you take advantage of the fact
that I..will be under reason why
and it just aint right

(Neyo:)
and I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you (yeah..)
and I hate how much I love you girl
but I just cant let you go
but I hate that I love you so

(Both:)
One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me
and your kiss wont make me weak
but no one in this world knows me the way you know me
so you'll probably always have a spell on me...

(Neyo:)
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

(Rihanna:)
That's how much i love you (as much I need you)
That's how much as I need you (oooh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
That's how much as I need you

(Rihanna:)
and I hate that i love you soooo
and I hate how much i love you boy
I cant stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
and I hate how much I love you boy
but I just cant let you go (but I just cant let you go no..)
and I hate that I love you so

and I hate that I love you so.. soo.....

beautiful

Spoken:
Don't look at me

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, i saw debris
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay


And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

go on

I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
She dont know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No im not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
Im thinking one girl
She thinking me, earl james and jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me, she didnt have any

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

[V2:]
I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
She dont know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
Im in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

[Bridge]
The mistake i made is clear
(we never shoulda been together)
Thats the reason youre not here
(I know that I can do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby im feeling no stress
Im too fly to be depressed

Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl
(Go on girl)
Go on girl

banyak sekali cara membuang uang yang dilakukan oleh teman2 kelas saiia...
contohnya :

1. Kalo dia anak yang gendut dan doyan makan... dia bakalan ngebuang duit dengan cara jajan sepuasnya tanpa batas!!!(all u can eat!)
2. Kalo dia anak yang dermawan... dia bakalan ngebuang duitnya dengan cara bersedekah...alias ngebagi bagiin duitnya buat anak2 yang membutuhkan( baca : hibah)...
3. kalo dia anak yang doyan jalan2 alias yang banyak ngabisin waktunya di angkot... duitnya bakalan abis buat bayar ongkos angkot pp!
4. Kalo dia tipe anak penyayang... duitnya bakalan di buang buat beliin pcrnya macem2... pulsa lah, jaket lah, sweeter lah, hp lah...
5. kalo dia tipe anak yang doyan dandan... duitnya bakalan abis buat beli alat-alat make eup...
6. Kalo dia tipe anak yang doyan musik... duitnya bakalan abis buat beli kaset,cd ato ntn konser...
7. kalo dia tipe anak yang doyan relaxasi... duitnya bakalan abis buat beli roko... hahahahaha.... katanya siih ngeroko bisa bikin relax...
8. Kalo dia anak yang rajin... duitnya dibuang buat bayar jilid tugas lah, ngeprint mkalah lah...haaah!
9. kalo dia anak yang doyan baca... duitnya pasti abis buat beli buku lah, komik lah, dlll...
10. kalo dia pecinta alam,,, dipastikan duitnya abis buat naek gunung mana gt...
11. Kalo dia miss ring2... duitnya bakalan dibuang ke tukang pulsa...

nah... itulah cara membuang2 uang ala ips 3... semoga bisa menjadi inspirasi bagi anda yang akan membuang2 uang...

Uan ny uda slesai nii. .
Uan yg bkn ak sutress! !
Gla ajj. .
3 taun ak skolah dan blm pnah mabal! !
Tiba2 harus d tentukan dgn 6 mata pelajaran! !
Gila. . . .
Tp mendekati uan byk bgt kejadian unussual. .
Tiba2. .
Anak2 jd rajin sholat. .
Tiba2. .
Anak2 yg mnrt ak tingkat kemalesanny uda kronis. .
Ngajak bljr bareng. .
Dan yg bkn ak cengo. .
Pas ga ada gru. .
Waktu yg sering anak2 ips abisin buat keluar kelas. .
Ini pada d dalem. .
Pada blajar. .
Ngadak2 ada beberapa kubu. .
Kubu pelajaran matematika. .
Kubu pelajaran akuntansi. .
Yg kesebar d tiap sudut kelas. .
Kren kan. .
Pemandangan yg jarang terjadi d kelas ips. .
Dan pas uan. . .
Smuanya ngadak2 pnya sobat. .
Contohny ak. .
Ngadak2 ak berteman akrab dgn frank,dms,dna. .
Trus rena. .
Yg ngadak2 pny genk bru. .
Rena,nvl,jep,ma bardy. .
Dan byk lg genk2 bru saat uan. .
Hahaha. .
Efek uan kren bgt. .
Dan skrg stelah uan. .
Ak bebaas. .
Ga harus bljr mtk edan2an. .
Ga harus bljr geografi. .
Ga harus les. .
Ga harus bljr via ym. .
Ga hrus sutress mkrn besok soalny apa ya? ?
Hahai. .

Hha. .
Walaupun kejadian ini uda lma bgt. .
Tp ga tw knp. .
Ak msi sering ktawa kalo ngingetnya. .
Hahaha. .
Hah. .
Hari itt hri slasa yg biasa ajah. .
Ga punya feeling apa2. .
Dan hanya menjalani kehidupan ak yg sangat flat. .
Saat pelajaran ada d kelas. .
Saat istrht k kantin. .
Tp yg beda. .
Pas plg. .
Tdny mw lgsg plg. .
Tp kata km. .
Jgn pd plg dlu. .
Mu ada evaluasi mslh bazar kmrn. .
Yauda gag jd plg. .
Tp anehny. .
Gag mlai2 evaluasiny. .
Bgt nanya. .
Ini teh jadi ga?
Jadi cnah. .
Tp nunggu si poni dlu(nama samaran bwt co ak). .
Trus. .
C poni dtg bw tas gde. .
Buat ak sih biasa ajj. .
Da emg dia sk bw tas lbh gde dr tas2 siswa normal. .
Dia dtg dgn beungeut serius. .
Otomatis smwny jd diem. .
Hah. .
Ga tauny. .
Dia nembak ak pas saat2 it. .
Hahaha. .
Nembakny bw bnka doraemon yg lmyn gde yg dia sumputin d dlm tasny. .
Wakakakak. .
Karna shocking. .
Ak reflex ngmng. .
"ah mane ma ngerakeun urg!"
dr situ proses penembakan unussual trjdi. .
Dgn diliatin anak2 skelas. .
Kita malah brntm d tengah kelas. .
Br kn ada penembakan brntm dlu? ?
Wakakakakakak. .
Akhirny. .
Smp skrg pun. .
Kita jd sering bgt brntm. .
Efek penembakan! !
Wakakakakakak

Mmpph. .
Temen ak kmrn nanya. .
Knp saat kita susah bru kita inget Tuhan?
Ak jawab gni. .
Karna hanya Tuhan yang bisa bantuin kita. .
Dan ak br sadar. .
Kalo ak sndr tuh kya gtu. .
Inget Tuhan. .
Pas ada maunya. .
Pas uda dkt2 uan. .
Pas lg brntm sm co ak. .
Pas putus. .
Pas ada masalah. .
Ato cm pas ada temen yg soleh ak jd kbw soleh. .
Hah. .
Dasar manusia. .
Heu. .
Kata itu ga bisa d jadiin sbuah alesan. .
Knp km lupa Tuhan saat km seneng?
Karna saya manusia. .
Karna ga ada manusia yg sempurna. .
Hah. .
Klasik. .
Itt yg bikin ak aneh. .
Tiap org. .
Kalo bkn salah. .
Pembelaanny pasti itt. .
Karna saia manusia. .
Emg knp kalo kta manusia? ?
Apakah kewajaran kalo manusia identik dgn segala dosa dan khilaf? ?
Kalo itt terus jd kewajaran. .
Manusia gag akan pnah berubah. .
Slalu mengulangi 'kewajaran' itu. .
Ak bknny so suci. .
Ato so taat. .
Ak sadar ak teh ky gt. .
Tp ga tau knp. .
Buat brubah susaah bgt. .
Hah. .
Ada yg tau cr biar ak bsa ga termasuk spt golongan tsb?

Pertama bertemu ndute…………..bagaikan matahari panas menyengat, energimu seperti reaksi inti helium mencabik – cabik segala materi yang ada. Sedangkan diriku bagaikan awal pembentukan bumi pada masa arkeozoikum penuh dengan letupan dan perhatian darimu bagaikan hujan meteorit yang menghanguskan diriku. Murka dirimu murka juga aku.

Masa berlalu, prosespun berjalan bertahap, biarpun perlahan tetapi menuju titik yang pasti, selambat pangea memisahkan diri dari gonwana. Masa panas membara melangkah menuju zaman es yang membeku walaupun sesaat namun berulangkali seperti pada zaman plistosen.

Kini mataharimu dengan setia menghangatkan diriku, tidak ada lagi cubitan panas yang meleburkan ataupun dingin yang membekukan. Dirimu dan diriku bagaikan matahari dan bumi saling membutuhkan dan memberi yang kemunculannya selalu dinantikan.

Semoga hubungan kita menjadi inharmonia progressio! ( kemajuan yang selaras )

Air – air itu mengalir dari hulu sampai hilir…

Begitu juga perasaan ku mengalir. . . dan terus mengalir. . . dari hulu sampai hilir.

Terkadang air – air itu mengalir deras !

Dan terkadang air – air itu mengalir tenang.

Begitu juga perasaan ku pada diri Nya.

Terkadang deras berbuih – buih.

Dan terkadang tenang tapi dalam.

Air. . . air . . . air . . . “ hei lihat! Air-air itu mengalir ke samudra luas. . .”

Di mana perubahan akan banyak terjadi pada nya.

Air – air itu menjadi asin.

Tetapi air – air itu akan hidup dengan berjuta – juta keindahan, kemakmuran dan masih banyak lagi kekayaan yang menyertai hidupnya.

Air – air itu sudah tidak seperti dulu! Seiring dengan perjalanan dan perubahan yang telah banyak . . . terjadi.

Air – air itu sudah tidak dapat lagi menyegarkan orang – orang yang meminum nya!

Karena si air sudah setia pada si laut. . .

Seakan meniru, perasaan ku kini lagi – lagi sama seperti si air.

Perasaan yang luas indah penuh warna, dengan sejuata kekayaan rasa yang tak pernah kukira. Dan dia wanita berawalan huruf A yang sanggup membuat ku gila akan rasa cinta yang tak perlu tahta atau mahkota berlian permata.

Kini pilihan dan janji ku pun sama dengan si air.

Akan setia pada si laut.

Sampai kaki bertekuk lutut. . . sampai jantung tak berdenyut.

putus?
gampang banget ngucapin kata putus?
knp ya co semuanya kya gtu?
pas lagi sayang...
ngebet pengen jadian...
uda jadian....
pengen seneng2 ajj....
uda bosen...
uda ga sayang....
kita putus aja ya?
hah!
apaan tuh?
seenaknya banget!
ga mikir apa nasib c ce nya!
gmn kalo ce nya jadi depresi?
gmn kalo ce nya nekat bunuh diri?
gmn kalo ce nya takut pcrn lagi?
gmn kalo ce nya jadi gila?
knp sih mereka ga pnah pikir panjang?
kenapa sih harus jadian kalo nantinya putus?
kenapa sih perasaan itu dtgnya sementara?
knp dulu co tuh slalu yakin kalo dia lah the one....
saat co itu jenuh sikapnya langsung berubah 360 drjt!!!
ga ada lagi ce itu...
ga ada lagi sayang...
ga ada lagi"mau di jemput ga?"
ga ada lagi"aku sayang kamu"
ga ada lagi"uda makan?"
ga ada lagi bunyi telepon...
dasar egois!!!!!!
hargain cewe donk!!!!
cewe jgg punya perasaan!!!
cewe bukan batu!!!
tiap lg ada maunya di baikin...
giliran jenuh ato punya maenan baru didiemin!!!!
kalian tuh maunya apa sih???
kalian slalu pengen di hargain!
kalian selalu pengen di ngertiin!!!
tapi ga pnah coba buat ngehargain dan ngertiin!!!!
kenapa kalian selalu merasa paling bijaksana?
kenapa kalian selalu merasa paling menderita?
kenapa kalian selalu ngerasa paling banyak ngalah?
kenapa kalian selalu ngerasa kalo kalian yang disakitin?
kalian slalu ngerasa kalian yang paling bener...
kalian selalu ngerasa kalian yang sakit hati....
apa ga pernah mikirin ce kalian?
ak yakin...
ce manapun di dunia ini...
lebih banyak mengalah!
kenapa harus ce yang selalu mengalah?
setelah ce ngalah...
co bakalan ngerasa puas?
apa emang kodratnya gitu ya?
kodrat kalo...
co harus slalu benar...
co harus slalu menjajah...
dan...
ce yang mengalah?
SUCKS!!!!!

Jumat 19 april 2008 @aula SMAN 8 BANDUNG. .
Hha. .
Hri terakhir d 8. .
Ga ada lgi kesiangan. .
Ga ada lgi lari2 dr solontongan. .
Ga ada lgi senyum dalem kelas. .
Ga ada lgi marah dalem kelas. .
Ga ada lgi teriakan teriakan. .
Smuany uda ga akan terulang lgi. .
Hri ini. .
Istighosah prtama skaligus plg berkesan. .
Sejak bca asmaul husna. .
Aura sedih uda keluar. .
Sampai tiba waktu istighosah. .
Yang bkn smua ngeluarin aer mata. .
Ga ada lgi ce tangguh. .
Ga ada lgi co anti aer mata. .
Smua nangis. .
Smua minta maaf. .
Smua bdoa. .
Smua sama. .
Ga ada lgi kelas ipa. .
Ga ada lgi kelas ips. .
Smua sujud di hadapan-Nya. .
Smua minta ridho-Nya. .
Semoga. .
Kita semua lulus!

Hahaha. .
Gag tw knp. .
Ak lg pengen ngumpulin id temen2 sd ak yg dlu. .
Ak kangen mreka. .
Uda hmpr 6 taun gag ktmu. .
Kalu pun ktmu uda pda cuek cuekan. .
Hha gila. .
Kangen masa2 jd anak sd so'tau. .
Kangen masa2 ga mkrn pacar. .
Kangen masa2 ga mkrn duit. .
Kangen masa2 jajan d dpn sklh. .
Kangen masa2 olahraga d lapangan yg ada tenk baja. .
Hahahaha. .
Maklum sd ak d dkt daerah militer gt. .
Jadi kalo mw maen kasti(alah usum!)maenny d lapangn yg ada tenk baja nya. .
Hahahahaha. .
Ak kangen hana!
My best friend. .
Hahahaha. .
Kapan kta maen d tk lg? ?
Ak kangen lulut. .
Kpn kta nyanyi b3 lg? ?
Ak kangen smuany!
Kangen gurunya. .
Kangen jajanan ny. .
Pokony smua knangan ak d sd. .
Ak kangen. .
Hahahaha. .
Ak uda gag bsa ky dlu lg. .
Kalo d jailin org ak ngs. .
Skrg mah kudu sabar. .
Hahahaha. .
Ak jgg kangen masa2 putih biru!
Kangen polosny ak. .
Kangen gandini. .
Kangen gegeloan ma botek ma tile!(buku pny siapa? Sy pa!)
Kangen nyontek ma sri. .
Kangen perpisahan d cimahi. .
Kangen berorganisasi(maklum dr kls 1 sma ak gag ikt organisasi lg)
Kangen mojang jajaka. .
Kangen d marahn pa dadang kalo k wc. .
Kangen pemantapan yg bw byk bekel. .
Kangen les ma tendy,ma mami ma via ma nina ma ubur2. .
Kangen ayam beke. .
Huft. .
Gag kerasa. .
Uda mw lulus sma nii. .
Doain. .
Smga ak lulus un ya. .
Amin. .